Category: Depression
As I finally began clearing out the cupboard after 20 years of struggling, living in a constant state of fear and unease, I felt lighter. I’d dreaded opening the dark, […]
How long had he been sat there, with his empty and emotionless eyes? Quiet, but with a slowly consuming presence. He must have crept inside in complete silence and sat, enjoying being undetected thanks to the busy and distracted period of my life.
Definitely scary.
What kept me from making a permanent decision based on temporary feelings.
In high school we read “The Center Cannot Hold: My Journey Through Madness”. It scared me. She was so strong though, to weather through all the stuff that was thrown […]
Being bipolar has its ups and downs. For most of my life I’ve concealed the downs, presenting what I thought was a polished, impenetrable exterior that exuded confidence, desirability and […]
Back in February and March 2021 when I was recovering from a pretty deep manic episode with a lot of delusions I was lucky enough to attend a free online […]
A chapter from the book I’m working on describing my immense, insurmountable and endless depression. Every Little Bit HurtsEvery little bit hurtsEvery little bit hurtsEvery night I cryEvery night I […]