Category: Mania
I felt so betrayed and humiliated.
My name is Lance Merrick, aka BbqDad. I have bipolar disorder with features of psychosis. I live in Alaska. For 40 years, I have lived untreated and could not find […]
The break of dawn provided light to the Earth’s tired surface, as a young character’s eyes widened to absorb the beauty of god’s creation. With shallow breaths and a pulsating […]
WELCOME My bloods tastes like dysfunction, and my mind spills blinding colours in a black-and-white world where the extinction of despondency is ever prevailing. A mosaic of false-hood and deception, […]
** Trigger warning: psych ward/mental hospital, manic episodes ** ** Content warning: cursing and just generally chaotic energy ** I have been admitted to a mental hospital, or psych ward, […]
Mania feels amazing. It’s what I imagine ecstasy would feel like.
Back in February and March 2021 when I was recovering from a pretty deep manic episode with a lot of delusions I was lucky enough to attend a free online […]
Breathing air that seemingly becomes so fresh Working endlessly on a project that determines my worth. Going hours without eating Disappearing without a trace Reading theories about the fucking M&M […]